Well I am SO glad that this year is finally drawn to a close as it has been a whirlwind of emotions and a mad rollercoaster of a ride!
The Best: Finally getting along with my parent and them treating me as an adult, realising how wonderful my friends are and being able to let the shity ones go. My job - it's great and the kids perk me up all the time as do my work colleagues! My holiday to Malta - my life was settling down and I felt wonderful and so in love, was the best feeling and time of the year!!!
The Worst: Losing my baby the beginning on september and being diagnosed with Clinical depression. Have been on anti-depressants since (but weening of them now). Not many people knew this but it was the worst time in my life ever with horrible complications. Falling out with my sister (but we made up). My partner losing his job a week after losing the baby and being out of work. Money problems! You name it we have gone through it this year!
I know it all sounds terribly depressing but I am getting help and feeling a good bit better. Can't wait for the new year and a new me and hopefully a wee family on the way. Fingers crossed!
Sending HUGE hugs to everyone who has had s shitty year! Group Hugs! :)
worst: being under shitloads of collegey stress, being spoken down to , associating myself with dickheads and users, being a washed out sick person frequently, being a doormat,overthinking shite, learning about true friendship, not wanting to go out ever, not using any of my talents, shitty job, being in a rut, making same wanky repeated mistakes
best times: going it on my own, succeeding despite of stress and dodgy circumstances,getting awards for achievement in college, standing up for myself even though i paid a price for it, learning about true friendship, disassociating myself with dickheads and users, just going with it more, sweet unemployment, organizing an arts week in college, meeting amazing people and making great friends ( including some very special boardies and people who i've wanted to meet for ages), taking the piss and being less serious, finally meeting a kickass buachaill
